Here I am again.
It’s been a few months, I’ll admit, and I’ve been thinking a lot about this space and about my writing practice.
September was rough, as the stars had a lot of things in store for us. There’s also been quite a comedown from the World Cup to adjust to, as well as the leagues kicking back up. Furthermore, it can be difficult to write, especially about sports, when working through anxiety or battling depression. If you’re a Tottenham fan right now, it tends to be even worse.
But I think that there is also a certain assurance to be found in creating that space, (for me) this space. As someone that needs to write to keep sane, and in order to understand the world around me.
I bear no illusion that much of anything I put out makes a whole lot of sense or resonates with people, but you know what? That’s okay. People, myself included, have become so entrenched in the idea that we should be able to monetise off of everything we create, to the point where the potential of money has become the primary reason to create. We’re extremely hard on ourselves too, holding ourselves to ridiculous standards. No more. I’m re-claiming this little corner of the Internet as my own.
Much like Tottenham current form, there’s not a lot of things that are vibing at the moment. But it will, and I’m just gonna have to write through it.